I’ve been fighting with panic and anxiety for most of my adult life, but in 2015 I finally got some manner of control over these demons. So when I had a full-blown panic attack at work in the middle of 2018, it was more traumatic than usual. It lasted most of the evening and into the next day, and I found great comfort in the words of Psalm 86. This is my paraphrase of that Psalm. Since I was trying to follow the order of the Psalm as best I could, I ended up with a doxological verse in the middle of it. Unusual, for sure, but not unprecedented. If your congregation would find this too strange, simply sing that verse at the end.
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I Am But a Wretched Sinner
I am but a wretched sinner, poor and needy; base and low.
Thus, I ask You, O Lord Jesus, turn Your ear to hear my woe.
Save my life from Satan’s clutches, in all terror guide me through
Since Your humble, sprinkled servant, baptized, now resides in You.
Cover me with grace and favor, for all day I cry to You.
Make me to resound with gladness as I lift my soul, anew.
For You, Lord, forgive in mercy, show’ring love on those who call,
By Your Blood and by Your Body, steadfast Love You give to all.
To my prayer Lord Jesus hearken, listen to my plea for grace.
In my strife I call upon You, Christ my Rock and hiding place.
Full assurance you will answer I am giv’n in Scripture true:
“Whatsoever you ask the Father in My Name He gives to you.”
Δ No god can to You be likened, Father, Son, and Holy Ghost.
Nor are works of these gods equal with Your pow’r, Your might utmost.
All the nations You have fashioned come and worship You, O Lord.
Off’ring honor, praise, and glory for Your mercies here outpoured.
You alone, O greatest Sovereign are the God and Lord of all.
By the wondrous works You show us, Satan cow’rs beneath the Pall.
So, instruct me and direct me that I walk within Your truth.
Lead my heart to love Your name, Lord, and my troubled conscience sooth.
Thanks, I give to You, Lord Jesus, with my whole repentant heart.
And I glorify, fore’er the Name of which I am a part
By the Baptism of Your Spirit, You have shown Your Love to me
And Sheol is now no peril, from its grips I am set free.
Lord I pray to watch and keep me, brazen men around me growl
Ruthless, evil, vile their band is, led by Lucifer they howl
They do not set You before them, Satan is their only guide;
But by death and resurrection, You defend Your holy Bride.
You are gracious, slow to anger, and with steadfast Love o’erflow.
Give Your strength to me, the son of your maidservant here below.
Show me signs of Your great favor, put all evil men to shame,
Since You, Lord have showr’d me greatly and by death my life proclaim!
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Tune: O du Liebe (Public Domain)
Text: ©2018 Theo Kavouras, based on Psalm 86 (Paraphrased quote from John 15:16)